Varför dricker jag ens..
so much company
but still alone
I just don't care anymore
if anything goes wrong
if anything goes against me
I just wanna dissappear
my smile is so fake
it burns in my heart
make me fade away
like the shadow that I am
just put your lights on me
and I'll cease to be
someone, just knock me out
I can't stand these thoughts
so disturbed by everything
and anything makes me mad
I feel so fake with this smile
something inside of me just want to scream